23rd August 2011

I am not sure if I am doing the right way.

I am really sick of it, and I mention it multiple of times already. Maybe, I'll be regret with what I've made now in future. Maybe not. But some thing I am pretty sure of now is that, it's impossible for us to go back the past. Probably only me.

1 year 4 months, we gone through a lot. Alot more than I thought. I didn't expect this relationship to go through such a long period because we started off without even knowing everything about ourselves. Yet, I appreciated the past 1 years, all the things you did. I really do.

It's my fault, for letting the feeling fade. When I brought up breakup the 2nd time, I already knew things have changed, but I choose to ignore and carry on. We suffered,we quarreled each time we meet up, be it serious matter or small issues that nobody actually bother to care. I admit, I am really impatient, hot-tempered. I've been too much recently.

I thought about it really clearly. Perhaps, going separated ways are the best way for us. It might be hard at the beginning, but it's a stage we definitely have to go through. It's just a matter of time.